I would be really better than now if I was able to prevent me to get this hard damaged of what things happened last two years.

I would be a happy boy, glad to help someone else and friendly, but instead I’m just an edgy with no clue of what to do with his life

I want so much to get out, but is not easy. Like just one day was enough, to make me go through two years of pure pain and depression.

Well, I’m still considering myself useless to society, just one in a million. I don’t know, who would care about this thread?