Another week, another Malec thread. This episode inspired me a poem about Magnus' heartbreak titled 'Wanderer' that I posted last year.

Here's the look of a man who has just lost his home...

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Even in his darkest moments, Magnus is always stylish. This outfit is a dream.

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"My magic."

He got his magic back yes but he's not whole again...

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When Asmodeus is trying to play the father of the year, Magnus knows how to make him understand that it's too late. But Asmodaddy isn't done yet with his son...

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Can you hear 'Lovely' starting playing in your head? Cause I do...

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His heart is hurting. My heart is breaking.

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"To show their eternal love."

Their hands holding, the talk about the heart lock. Everything about this scene is magical.

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"I wanted us to have a lock too."

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He's so in love.

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"Aku Cinta Kamu. Indonesian for 'I love you

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He's so in love too.

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This kiss ...

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... is so beautiful.

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Love lock or not, their love is eternal.

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They're so in love. And I'm in love with their love.

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Magnus, don't destroy the love lock. Please.

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And he did. And my heart is destroyed too...

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"Sometimes, life just doesn't go the way you wanted to."

Alec tried so hard to hide his feelings to his siblings because he just couldn't allow himself to feel the deep pain he knew he couldn't recover from...

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"Please... Just go."

Even if we didn't got a real scene about Alec's feelings after the breakup, this scene with Jace really was a sneak peek of the agony crawling inside his heart. Matt's performance is perfect.

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Seeing him wandering like that, so lost, so alone, so broken... It's hurting like hell.

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"You know, you're gonna be a hell of a dad."

Madzie and his uncles are so cute together.

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"Besides, when it comes to having a family, you wouldn't be doing it alone."

Yes, Magnus. After spending centuries looking for it, you finally found him. The one who wants to build a family with you, your own family.

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"Alec is different. Losing him, it's breaking me."

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Oh Alec... How could you believe that Magnus could recover from you? You are each other's world.

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Ok, I have to admit that Asmodeus came back on time to stop Magnus before he makes the worst mistake of his entire life, to erase Alec from his mind. We're saved.

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Harry's performance here is on another level. This is pure TALENT.

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Ok, Asmodaddy. You maybe won this battle by playing again with your son and taking advantage from his sorrow which you're at the origin but true love always wins, right? You'll see.

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