Okay I’m gonna be a little sad person rn. It kills me that month after month for the last 6months we haven’t gotten pregnant. And it’s so heartbreaking to see all these other women getting pregnant and actively saying they didn’t want it/don’t want to be pregnant. Or

Seeing people who’d rather do drugs get to keep having babies or getting pregnant by somebody who cheats on them daily and here I am trying so so so hard to get pregnant and month after month its another negative test. I know that it’ll happen in God’s timing. But I want it now.

And I’m not saying I’m not happy for those around me, because I am. But my heart hurts right now and I just want to know why its not happening for me. Okay— sad time over. Thanks.

And NO. I’m not saying this for pity or for people to feel sorry for me. Twitter is my safe space to vent about things that some of my judgmental family can’t see.

& I know there are people who have been trying longer than I have, but that doesn’t mean I still can’t be sad or wonder why it’s not happening for me whenever growing up it was thrown around to be safe/use condoms because it’s SO EASY to get pregnant.

Actually, I might delete this entire thread whenever I stop being sad because I don’t like being/feeling this vulnerable.