Today in therapy I spent 5 minutes on how tired I am of cooking and my therapist gently suggested maybe that was the eating disorder talking and now I’m shook

Area woman spends two decades fighting both her body and her brain, has stubborn aversion to culinary tasks, who would have thought!

So, a few thoughts on this, and I'm going to try to keep it as vague as possible but I understand that some of this thread might be triggering for some people.

Recovery is not linear, and if we're being honest, I have been dealing with a low-grade version of my disorder for... a while now. A lot of reasons why I didn't check myself back into recovery, but. Things definitely got worse and more stressful in recent weeks.