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Do you ever get that feeling like you're standing on a cliff, looking down and knowing you're only half a step from falling, but you still find yourself completely unable to move back?
The amount of junk food I've consumed this week is embarrassing, and it's only Wednesday. (It's ONLY WEDNESDAY.) I'm going through crazy mood swings, extreme highs where I'm so excited all I want to do is talk to all of my friends all at once about anything at all.
But there's also debilitating lows where I can barely even stand to be in the same room as my family let alone talk to my pocket friends. I can't force myself to do anything around the house, and the only thing I REALLY want to do is eat more junk food and watch Friends.
I guess I'm not doing super well? I like to pretend that isn't true so I don't have to think about it. In fact, if you ask me how I'm doing, I'll probably lie and say I'm fine when I'm not really sure that I am.
But the thing is... everybody is not fine right now, right?
But the thing is... everybody is not fine right now, right?
This is the new normal. And really, I've got it pretty good. I'm not lacking anything, I still have a job, still get out of the house, still have my family, still feel safe on a daily basis.
But I'm still just... not right.
But I'm still just... not right.
I don't think it's anything to worry about, so please don't worry about me. I just had all of this swirling inside of me when I'm trying to write a gay love story and it wasn't really working, so I had to let it out.
Thanks for listening <3 Hang in there, everybody.
Thanks for listening <3 Hang in there, everybody.
