I hope that I’m a good friend. I try very hard to be at least. I worry sometimes that I come across too strong or that I annoy people. I’ve come a long way with my social skills but it’s hard for me to always read people accurately. Or that’s what my brain tells me.
I’m lucky that I have so many great friends that are really patient and understanding.
They’ve honestly made me a better person just from knowing them.
I care about them. A lot. And I guess that’s why I also fear that I may say or do something wrong. I don’t want to ever make anyone feel bad or awkward.
I’ve had bad friends. I’ve had one really overbearing one in the past. I know what it feels like to be on the receiving end. It’s hard, sad, painful even. I just hope that I never become that to anyone.
I guess that’s partly why I tell friends I love them so much, why they’re amazing, etc. I know what it’s like to not be supported. To feel bad and to be made to feel that way.
It’s my goal to lift people up, and only up. Along with loving myself more. I’m trying my best. (End of thread.)