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You’re running from your happiness because you’re afraid of losing it again. You don’t want to start over, just for it to end again. You don’t want to feel safe and secure, and then have it ripped away from you. You thought something was

forever and it wasnt. You felt that things would work out, that it would all keep running smoothly. New things have come into your life and it’s shaking things up. It’s made you reflect on who you really are and exposed a lot that you never saw in yourself. A lot that needed to

be healed. The universe wasn’t about to let you continue on the path you were on. It’s okay to admit that you thought things would be perfect forever, or again, smooth sailing. It was temporary and that’s okay. You learned what you needed to from that situation. There’s a lot out

there that the universe wants you to have. Especially with a person I’m seeing. Meeting these new people, doing new things. It freaked you out that you could find happiness somewhere else, and it only reminded you that it can be taken away again. It’s okay that it still hurts.

Just don’t drag others into this. Don’t hurt others because you haven’t healed yet. People are wanting and willing to help if you’d let them. But because they bring that same feeling of joy that you associate with being taken away, you run from them. You need to let yourself feel

all of this. Acknowledge that you aren’t okay, and that it’s okay to not feel 100% all the time. Healing isn’t a linear process. I know you wish you could just move on and not worry about this but it feels like you can’t help it. You can, you don’t have to keep running from this.

Not everyone wants to hurt you & not everyone wants to leave. You deserve love and happiness. You control your life, and how you choose to heal. Start now so you don’t have to keep hurting yourself, by pushing everyone away.