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2AM/3AM THOUGHTS:
Why I can& #39;t focus on certain things these past few days?
Some may say it& #39;s because I& #39;m using too much social media. But no. It& #39;s the other way around.
Some may say it& #39;s because I& #39;m using too much social media. But no. It& #39;s the other way around.
How can I focus...:
...when everything is falling apart outside the four corners of our home?
...when there are people suffering?
...when there is something happening and you can& #39;t do anything?
...when my dad is miles away from us during this pandemic?
...when everything is falling apart outside the four corners of our home?
...when there are people suffering?
...when there is something happening and you can& #39;t do anything?
...when my dad is miles away from us during this pandemic?
Maybe it& #39;s just me? Idk. Maybe my mind is just trying to make me insane. Overthinking about the things around me is trying to make me INSANE.
Maybe I& #39;m going insane.
Lifting my reviewers is making me insane during this time.
Maybe I& #39;m going insane.
Lifting my reviewers is making me insane during this time.
I truly wanted to start reviewing but it exhaust my soul.
LAME EXCUSE? OKAY. Isipin nyo na lang yung gusto nyo isipin. But this is how I feel.
LAME EXCUSE? OKAY. Isipin nyo na lang yung gusto nyo isipin. But this is how I feel.
The entirety of the ECQ made every night even sadder than before. The emptiness inside became bigger.
I feel so much emptiness & I don& #39;t even know where it& #39;s coming from. But social media saved me somehow.
I feel so much emptiness & I don& #39;t even know where it& #39;s coming from. But social media saved me somehow.
March was the saddest month for me, I believe. It used to be my favorite month, because it& #39;s my birthday month. But this year, it wasn& #39;t.
There was no night that I would cry myself to sleep.
There was no night that I would cry myself to sleep.
But -- as I said earlier -- social media saved me somehow. I am able to connect withy friends and to other people.
They filled up the sadness and the emptiness that I felt. They never left me withy own thoughts.
They filled up the sadness and the emptiness that I felt. They never left me withy own thoughts.
A little chika time is a big thing for me. It& #39;s a time that I can forget all of the problems for a short period of time.
Okay.
Social media isn& #39;t the only thing that sucked up my time during the times that I should be STUDYING.
I did not let those time to go to waste.
I did not let those time to go to waste.
Instead of wasting my time of reviewing na walang pumapasok sa isip ko na info I did the things that I think I lost for a very long time.
Nagbalik loob ako sa mga hilig ko.
Nagbalik loob ako sa mga hilig ko.
ART
-- i thought i lost my love for it. Traditional art it is. I& #39;m no artist. I& #39;m not good with it, but I can do it.
-- I was able to paint until I& #39;m exhausted.
Sobrang saya sa feeling to do something you love.
-- i thought i lost my love for it. Traditional art it is. I& #39;m no artist. I& #39;m not good with it, but I can do it.
-- I was able to paint until I& #39;m exhausted.
Sobrang saya sa feeling to do something you love.
On my free times, which I do have lots of it rn, I used to dance my heart out even if I look stupid. I was able to listen to podcasts that I can relate to.
FB
-- where I could be makalat and jolly person even if my family are there. It is where I can show my makulit self that I was not able to show personally.
I know, I share too much. Pero baka lang, someone somewhere needed a little laugh or a little reminder.
-- where I could be makalat and jolly person even if my family are there. It is where I can show my makulit self that I was not able to show personally.
I know, I share too much. Pero baka lang, someone somewhere needed a little laugh or a little reminder.
TWITTER
-- it is always where I vent out. Like this little thread of my thoughts.
This is where my messy life can be found. This is where all of my emotions will be seen. But HERE is where u can find my true emotions.
-- it is always where I vent out. Like this little thread of my thoughts.
This is where my messy life can be found. This is where all of my emotions will be seen. But HERE is where u can find my true emotions.
I was never a vocal child. I never showed my weakness & say my problems in person.
SOCIAL MEDIA is where I vent out. Socmed is the one who is keeping me sane in this trying times.
SOCIAL MEDIA is where I vent out. Socmed is the one who is keeping me sane in this trying times.
