I feel like I just unintentionally turned a conversation to about me...like it was not my intention at all and now I feel bad. I do it all the time and people think I'm intentionally narcissistic and like stealing attention...

I am self deprecating but only because I know of my personality issues and that there are some things I need to fix, so if I hate on myself, please don't come at me with compliments, I know I'm fine and cool, but there are some things that need to change.

If I say I'm annoying, it's because I know I'm annoying. But if you give attention to the fact that I was self deprecating for 0.2 seconds then I'm going to seem more annoying for being self deprecating. I love people but don't highlight my flaws because then more show up.

Like I know you're trying to be nice. But let it slide. Please. I am actually self-confident, but you just made me seem more annoying by pointing out me saying "I'm annoying."

If whoever was apart of the conversation that sparked this reads this thread: Thank you for being so kind to me and trying to make me feel less bad about being annoying, but it unintentionally moved the convo to about me which is something I'm trying to avoid.