//vent, pedophilia

nice to know that the owner of one of the few games i love and makes me happy defends pedophiles, really didn't think today would be the day for me to have another fucking breakdown but here i am, lying on the floor in my room crying my eyes out

i literally don't know what to do right now i'm surprised i'm able to type all of this through the tears

i don't wanna delete osu and disassociate from it entirely because it's something that i love playing and i don't wanna lose that

but i don't wanna be associated with this

i tried to relax for a bit but i literally couldn't and i'm crying again

i honestly don't know if i can take being on this platform for any longer almost all of my recent breakdowns are because of something i've read on here

i don't know whether to take a break, stay on here or leave entirely

i literally don't know what the right decision to make here is and it's stressing me out so much

i feel dizzy