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excerpts from my notes app diary, may 2017- april 2020. a lot of them are about love because i’m just a bitch like that and that’s what i write about
may 18, 2017. a poem? a song? i don’t remember.
may 28, 2017. i was still going by the name lily. my therapist would be proud. wish i could recapture these live love laugh vibes
june 27, 2017. i’d forgotten about this
july 21, 2017. meditation on names. i love the name lily but no one seems to call me that anymore
july 30, 2017. waking up in the middle of the night.
august 27, 2017. god sent a spider to make me remember i exist
september 21, 2017. 2017 me was so much better at being kind to herself, i wish i could talk to her.
september 26, 2017. love is but a guest
december 14, 2017. i never did manage to say it
december 17, 2017. max
january 15, 2018. getting this tattooed to my fucking ass cheeks
january 18, 2018. the little things
february 14, 2018. going through it on a lonely valentine’s day
february 28, 2018. i mean i had a point
march 13, 2018. the colors of the musical keys.
march 18, 2018. i want to talk to the version of me who wrote this and ask her for kind words
not a lot of good reads for a while. it’s mostly just me saying “i’m gay SGJKGJKGGKHH” a hundred times. june 8, 2018. see this is why i got dumped
july 6, 2018. my favorite verse in all of SGGS.
july 15, 2018. making up
nothing good for a long time, it’s all too raw. november 29, 2018. i think this was just notes for class but i’m choosing to think of it as a list of my feelings
december 30, 2018. i have truly no idea
january 15, 2019. face
january 17, 2019. i got really emotional thinking about how many people there must be in star wars who are just ordinary people living messy ordinary lives. i think i cried about it
february 5, 2019. a poem about my i
march 19, 2019. correct
this stops being fun and nostalgic pretty soon. the may entries are fucking brutal and june is worse. i think i will end this thread with july 27, 2019. the most profound thing i’ve ever said
