Marriage scared the shit out of me when i thought i was a boy. I watched so many supposedly happy relationships crumble seemingly unexpectedly after getting married that i thought it was bad. At 18 my bf proposed to me after i came back from a trip and

I had a emotional breakdown in the middle of the airport. Pleading with him that it was a joke. I remember grabbing his arm and forcing him to stand.

But after realizing i'm a girl, it wasn't marriage that scared me. I realized it was being a man and a husband that revolted me.

I love women. And i love being a woman.
Or whatever dog girl/wolf girl/plural mess that we are. We love being that. And being able to be us.

Knowing i'd be able to marry a woman who we treasure and love more intimately than a man could ever love a woman is so empowering.

Anyway, we saw a post about marriage and it made us swoon for the first and only time at the thought and now i'm soft.