Slowly crumpling in on myself after creative output... I had fun while I was working and felt proud of my progress but social media always makes me second guess the value of my art. Really thought folks would love squirrel fanart from me but I guess not.

I see so many amazing artists on here with mind blowing styles and concepts & I look back at my stuff and it’s just dull. I feel like I’m pushing myself in the moment, I love taking the time to balance and layout things just right but it doesn’t seem to matter.

I get so close to feeling like I can finally do this as a career, that maybe I could make merch and have a shop and finally do what I’ve said I was gonna do with my art since high school but then.... idk I just don’t think I’m ever going to be good enough.

I know it’s stupid. I’m stupid. It’s a stupid time to worry about this, it’s a stupid negative thing think or say. I’ll probably delete this thread before the day is over, I just needed to vent these garbage feels.