My undergraduate GPA was 2.82.

My graduate GPA is 3.8 & I spearheaded 2 lab projects, applied to 8 grant/fellowship apps, am exploring patent options for a 3D printed brain matrix, created a mentorship website for URM, did outreach & presented at conferences in my 1st semester.

Our undergrad GPA does not define our ambition, potential or intelligence. Yet GPA/GRE are all too often used as cut offs to prevent predominantly low income, first gen or URM students from gaining entry into elite spaces. This does not have to be the norm in STEM & academia.

Additionally, the GPA doesn't take into account those who work full or part time in undergrad & are financially independent. It doesn't take into account institutionalized racism. It does not take into account wealth disparities or how great of a mentor you will be to URM.

So often we see organizations tout a commitment to diversity while not holistically reviewing their applicants or ensuring that all reviewers undergo training to address implicit biases towards first gen/UR students. We need top down & bottom up action to change this.

Lastly, there are MANY exceptional, deserving people who win fellowships including the GRFP; I am lucky to know many of them. We can still challenge organizations to be better so other individuals do not get overlooked because of first generation status or an old GPA. End rant.

Also, for those receiving similar comments about undergrad GPA, 1st gen status or any number of things on apps: please know that you deserve to be here. Please keep applying and trying. It is worth it for what we learn about the process; this is invaluable so do not give up.

Also, please use the fellowship finder and @MUSEmentorship for fellowship opportunity ideas. The fellowship finder also has a detailed search option and lists opportunities for international students as well. Don't give up!!

https://app.grad.illinois.edu/fellowship/