real talk i feel? bad? for not making more content
and when i do make something i feel less and less inclined to post n share anywhere now, in the sense that i feel like its not up to "standard"

burnout? depression? just generally tired of existing
while i generally like being indoors and not going anywhere it doesnt help that sibling constantly goes like "dont you want to do more with your life?"

its a conflicted feeling.
im content the way i am now, but i feel like im not supposed to be because i always need to strive to "be better and do more"

so maybe im actually not content sorry there wasnt really a point to this thread just kinda venting cuz feelings n words hard