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guess I& #39;ve been too depressed for Animal Crossing because I haven& #39;t logged on in about 5 days now. People just turn it into a numbers game now and that& #39;s the antithesis of what I loved about the series. Don& #39;t fucking talk to me about turnips, I& #39;m just there to vibe with nature.
I know people have good intentions but when I see people brag about their island ratings and show off all this crazy shit and millions of Bells and I& #39;m over here like...bro I barely have energy to get out of bed. Now you& #39;re making me feel bad about about my feel-good game too?
I feel like an awful human being because people want to play multiplayer but I feel so much anxiety like in real life. I feel this constant pressure to impress and perform and have cool things to show them. I feel like people are disappointed when they visit me. So much stress
My friends don& #39;t even get it, and I know they& #39;re excited to play this game for the first time, but it& #39;s just making me so unhappy. I just don& #39;t have energy after working 8 hour days in the store again. I could barely keep up before that. I don& #39;t want to have to fight to keep up.
I don& #39;t know how to tell people "Please stop telling me about your progress in this game. It is hurting me." I feel like an old fucking curmudgeon but everything& #39;s already spoiled for me now so what& #39;s the point? Sometimes I hate the internet. It& #39;s always been a solo game for me.
They tell me it& #39;s not a competition, but they& #39;re making it one. You& #39;re supposed to design cute outfits and listen to sweet themes and admire the sunset. It& #39;s not about crafting as much and as quickly as possible. I want you hear the wind in the trees. It& #39;s about living slowly.
there are certain activities I have always preferred doing alone because I enjoy them more in silence without judgment or concrete plans, where I may change course at a whim and not feel like I have to explain myself. Maybe I& #39;m just doomed to be a hermit forever lol
sorry to sound like a lame jerk. I want to have fun like everyone else but it reminds me of being in school and left out of everything again. I& #39;m always in last place or falling behind. I just wanna play my dumb animal game without feeling like a loser in-game too.
