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i’ve been getting a lot of messages from people asking how’s my #lockdownseries going. i don’t know but i honestly don’t want to continue doing my day-to-day updates kasi umabot na rin ako sa punto na nagugustuhan ko na ang progress namin ng roommate ko
but for some reason, i’m creating this thread once and for all because i’ve decided to finally close this chapter— a confession.
for almost 4 weeks that my roommate and i have been together, i almost thought that the simply “cuddle sa ta bi” would not even be possible.
little did I know, it was.
little did I know, it was.
i decided not to put into words that he finally said yes sa pabiro kong alok na magcuddle kami even if he made clear that it was completely awkward sa part niya, not to mention he has a girlfriend.
and oh, naging madalas yun but i kept silent.
and oh, naging madalas yun but i kept silent.
nag enjoy ako at some point because i’m one clingy person and tbh cuddle is life so sinulit ko lahat ng pagkakataon because i know for sure this whole #lockdownseries are all temporary.
a week ago, everything started to change. hindi na kami masyado nagkikibuan, i don’t even see the excitement sa kanya pagdating ko ng kwarto, hindi na siya nag-o-offer ng food, di na niya ako ginigising pag malelate na ako and worse, hindi na rin siya lumalapiy sa akin.
in short, the personal space is back. para kaming stranger and that we don’t even know each other. i didn’t ask, i don’t know basta hindi ako nagtanong kung anong nangyayari bakit bigla siyang lumamig all of the sudden.
kanina, pagdating ko sa room namin, he was gone. yung mga gamit niya wala na rin so i assumed he moved out— walang paalam or pasabi so i think this is the part where i realized i just need to move forward and that it doesn’t matter kasi temporary lang naman lahat.
pero pucha????? bat ang tindi ng separstion anxiety ko????
so di ako nakontento, i tried confirming sa reception if in case he moved out, was he on a different room? but they told me na he already have checked out. it was saddening but oh well.
don’t want to say i was actually attached pero tang ina wala man lng pasabi ang hirap naman non amp
so yeah whatever guys let’s move forward together. ayaw na sigeg pangutana unsa na nahitabo sa #lockdownseries nako kay naa nakoy bagong roommate bye
