Before you date me…
You need to understand that I’m damaged. I get triggered. I have struggled with things. There are nights when I’m emotional and I won’t talk to anyone. I’ll shut you out. I’m not going to be able to trust you for a while, because

everyone has proven to me why I shouldn’t trust them. I will need reassurance here and there. I’ll need you to care when I text you saying I’m getting bad again. I’m a lot, I know this.
So before you think I’m always happy, that I’ll

always be fun, that I’ll always be smiling – know the reality before you get involved. Don’t enter my life if you can’t handle it. Lastly, don’t you dare fuck with my feelings if you aren’t ready for that because I will fuck shit up.

( seen a post like this and decided to edit it to fit me personally )