i am incredibly excited to announce that the human who draws me is going to start taking pills to grow boobs

she says compliments will be accepted at either of these accounts part of the Asswolf Gaming and Fucky Entertainment Network, LLC https://twitter.com/clovehoof/status/1252732572649558018

but ya thats why ive been so quiet and busy and anxious hehe. or no not me vic venti. dammit. its really hard to concentrate when im not having anal sex, but also during that

but ya to get real my life has been a fucked up elaborate lie since like, puberty, and i've been thinking about this for a very long time

if you wanna snoop on my other account i've posted a lot about weird trauma i had growing up related to this. idk i get Real on there lol

so just because you're not used to the persona you know me as like, don't be weird about this, okay? vic has always been a character. i'm very good at acting hehe

hella was my "real" sona before vic existed. i went stealth to a con as @clovehoof and had a badge of her in 2016

just like, i've been dealing with a lot of concern from a lot of very ignorant people in my life who think that the person they know me as is who i really am

like no lol. you can think of me as psychotic if that helps. i am just much better at acting than i let on hehe

so yea like, nothing's gonna change here lol. i still like vic the same and i still find it really fun to pretend to be him lol

he's just always been more like uh my bf than my actual sona. sorry if i'm breaking anyone's heart right now but like nothing will be different lol

i've just got way more energy now lmao. guess what! i'm not depressed. it's like a lightswitch

i'm going to start working on my game asap. i will warn you that the plot will fuck you up lol. it will basically play like c-dogs tho, or like top-down doom. pretty straightforward!!

the thing i've been kicking at for a long while re: graphics and characters and story and music is something i'd describe as like, an old ms-dos style ega game in presentation

hence all the deluxepaint stuff! i was posting adlib experiments a few years back too...

i finally have enough energy to work on it now lmao. helps that i realized i was anorexic because of dysphoria too lol. turns out you're supposed to eat this bullshit called "food"

but like, kilovolt is completely revamped and way funnier and more personal and cooler now

like not to sound like a dick but there's like 100 things i have to try to keep mum about because like, i don't want anyone using my ideas before i can

the few people i've told are very into kilovolt stuff hehe

but yeah i mean i'll definitely be like, reserving the juicy stuff for my patreon. they'll probably get demos and stuff

i've kicked together a few demos over the years in love2d for like movement and dashing and palettizing ideas etc. i got a real nice "ega" shader goin hehe

so like Ya its Gonna Happen

but yea. exciting! i love you all. i always feel so lucky for you guys....... like not to talk shit but some artists have really weird and mean audiences lmfao. you folks are just so kind TwT it warms my icy heart