Ok so as of recent times I've been thinking about something related to find a boyfriend, and I don't know why though. I've had 2 already, but it was a bit difficult mainly cause they lived on the other side of the world, and having to only talk through discord was a bit weird...
since they had their own lives one is in university while the other had an actual job. I know we're all in a pandemic at this very moment, but I can't get the topic of wanting an actual boyfriend off my mind. It's been legitimately frustrating that I'm wanting to be in an actual
relationship, but I don't know if that would be possible especially cause I'm weird when it comes to having an actual relationship mainly cause I'm random, and I tend to be a bit annoying when it comes to me speaking about my interests. Yet my only problem is when I do find a guy
I hope that they don't mind me being the way I am about specific things.