Ok so as of recent times I& #39;ve been thinking about something related to find a boyfriend, and I don& #39;t know why though. I& #39;ve had 2 already, but it was a bit difficult mainly cause they lived on the other side of the world, and having to only talk through discord was a bit weird...

since they had their own lives one is in university while the other had an actual job. I know we& #39;re all in a pandemic at this very moment, but I can& #39;t get the topic of wanting an actual boyfriend off my mind. It& #39;s been legitimately frustrating that I& #39;m wanting to be in an actual

relationship, but I don& #39;t know if that would be possible especially cause I& #39;m weird when it comes to having an actual relationship mainly cause I& #39;m random, and I tend to be a bit annoying when it comes to me speaking about my interests. Yet my only problem is when I do find a guy

I hope that they don& #39;t mind me being the way I am about specific things.