when me and my ex broke up, i didn’t wanna talk to her or stalk her social media’s so i tired this 30 day thing with no contact & no talking, it 100% worked i was over talking to her faster than i thought. but i had so much built up anger and emotions that i wanted to release,

so i wrote everything down, i have so many letters and notes to her. i knew she would never seem em but they made me feel so much fucking better letting those emotions out. i just found them after a whole year and read every single one and i was so fucking sad and fucking hurt,

i wish i could hug that girl... i wish i never felt that. i don’t wish those thoughts onto anyone... those letters were so dark and depressing that they made me cry right now lol. reading them made me feel bad for myself!! didn’t think that was ever possible. sorry i’m rambling.