I realize I never really brought this up, but the recent discussion made me think maybe it& #39;d be useful to talk about it.
Some of y& #39;all might know I have DID, specifically polyfragmented. I& #39;m not in the mental state to explain all of the terms right now, but I have a subsystem
Some of y& #39;all might know I have DID, specifically polyfragmented. I& #39;m not in the mental state to explain all of the terms right now, but I have a subsystem
Comprised of
Me,
A masculine version of myself that& #39;s involuntarily mute and fairly emotionally detached,
A "perfect" me encouraged to exist by an abuser, a hot-headed young man who can be sharp-toungued,
And a teenage version of myself.
Me,
A masculine version of myself that& #39;s involuntarily mute and fairly emotionally detached,
A "perfect" me encouraged to exist by an abuser, a hot-headed young man who can be sharp-toungued,
And a teenage version of myself.
Usually when people think of regression, they think it& #39;s all baby pink, Sanrio, and cartoons.
Involuntary regression can be ugly. She& #39;s a snapshot of me, during horrible abuse, that my brain can& #39;t let go.
That doesn& #39;t mean this isn& #39;t a form of regression, even if it& #39;s ugly.
Involuntary regression can be ugly. She& #39;s a snapshot of me, during horrible abuse, that my brain can& #39;t let go.
That doesn& #39;t mean this isn& #39;t a form of regression, even if it& #39;s ugly.
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This me doesn& #39;t enjoy stuffies and pacis and juice boxes, like people think regressors do.
She reads erotica, she swears at people and likes to smoke, she struggles with the feeling she exists the be abused.
Her existing... is necessary.
This me doesn& #39;t enjoy stuffies and pacis and juice boxes, like people think regressors do.
She reads erotica, she swears at people and likes to smoke, she struggles with the feeling she exists the be abused.
Her existing... is necessary.