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My boyfriend doesn’t want to get a Switch from anywhere that isn’t a big retailer like GameStop or Target. So we’re not gonna have one til this is all over, I’m sure. Stupid thing to be sad about, but my life is full of nothing right now so at least I’m feeling something I guess.
When your life is just social media and video games and sleeping, it’s weird what things become emotional events for you. Maybe being devastated about a video game console is distracting me from thinking about how I’m unemployed and my UC hasn’t come in nor has my stimulus check
We’re fine financially. My boyfriend is an essential worker and he has money saved up AND his check came in already. My psyche is absolutely cracking from being in this house though. I’m having every symptom of my MIs at once. And kidney stones.
One of my City Folk villagers is leaving, she told me to “take extra-special care” of myself and when I tell you I choked up...I think I’m mostly upset because it looked like we actually were gonna get the console. My brain is not responding well to frustration and disappointment
All I do is scroll through Twitter looking at girls who are prettier than me and people who are more talented than me and everyone has fuckin’ ACNH. Scrolling through bad scary news and people yelling at each other. What else do I have to do that’ll make me feel less alone?
My brain is screaming at me 24/7, I feel nauseous all the time. Feeling horrible pain in my intestines. I need to shower but I don’t want to get undressed. I slept til 2 today. I’m gonna delete this thread soon but I can’t afford my therapist right now so-
