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The docu that @ARTEde is now showing on TV made me break down in tears saying the people will never learn that #AllLivesMatter .. My hate against being socially disintegrated can't ever be that bad to drive into a crowd, push back and their pieces spread through the air..
Mankind will never learn , that any battlefield from small to big environment sacrifices lives and my old soul is devasted to the extend I am aware that only having friends, a partner and kids aka a comfortable surrounding , can save the wonderful me but I don't have that ...
My situation existed prior corona crisis and I am not exaggerating unlike others , the imbalances but show human abyss now even more and it won't end soon ...
If I can't have prior mentioned comfort as a perspective I can't (live) exist in this world any longer ..
If I can't have prior mentioned comfort as a perspective I can't (live) exist in this world any longer ..
My character, mindset and appearance are good and valuable to be in this world; lovable as well. So it's not my fault. It's but there's no one by my side unlike with whom feels robbed off their liberty that's a gift of free time.
My depression is me having no chance to live.
My depression is me having no chance to live.
I'm not even mad or angry. I'm just very sad.
And I know that I am having much more good facets but such can't blossom because I'm alone at edge of life.
There's nothing worse than wanna live but can't. Have a voice but be muted. Have a point but not being serious.
And I know that I am having much more good facets but such can't blossom because I'm alone at edge of life.
There's nothing worse than wanna live but can't. Have a voice but be muted. Have a point but not being serious.
I end this thread now as I won't be able to make a difference.
Because who could stand by me? ...only a brave one that values life.
Because who could stand by me? ...only a brave one that values life.
