I want to buy watercolors, but I just know my sister will yell at me for ordering more stuff… the rest of my family has started shaming me for it too…

I realize that to a neurotypical, it looks like I already have enough stuff here to keep myself busy but… that's not true at all… I really want to watercolor

And I know this thread reads like a preteen wrote it rather than someone who's almost 27, but it's hard having a bunch of people gang up on you and tell you you're wrong for trying to do things that make you happy

that's been a large portion of my life, honestly…