The goal of every Mason is to have a fallen angel occupy their mortal body. Think of demonic creatures like Soros, Hillary, Bill Gates etc.
33 represents the fallen angels whom Masons worship and conjure.

When you become a 33rd degree mason, a fallen angel takes over your body and soul and mind.

You are essentially not you.

Once you become 33rd degree mason.

You are forever under this possession of this fallen angel.

The fallen angel will come into you and give you talents and charm, the intelligence, the beauty, and etc.

Some of these artists like lady gaga and Rihanna, they are 33rd degree mason, and they have a fallen angel take over their body.

The fallen angel will control your mind, what you say, and do and your thoughts.

It will control your emotions.

It will control your music or acting.

It will control your arms and legs.

It will control your personality.

You end up like Michael Jackson or heath ledger or Kurt cobain

You have horrific demonic activity in you.

So you self medicate to "numb" the demons.

Essentially you are just a shell of bones and organs when you become a 33rd degree.

You are a puppet