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naalala ko yung time na pumunta ako ng lipa,batangas na ako lang mag-isa. I texted and chatted u and I was secretly crying nakaupo sa bench sa loob ng SM kase u can’t do anything para mapuntahan ako and me thinking na wala na nga talaga. hahahahah
but I still waited there na kala mo talaga may dadating. I look stupid sa loob kase mag-isa lang ako and has nothing to do. and I was praying and hoping na sana nga dumating ka kase I see students na sa loob but u even texted me na umuwi na lang.
wala, ansakit lang naiiyak ako. I waited for another half minutes and nung malolowbat na ako I just decided to go home na and I texted u even until nagshutdown na phone ko. I know the reason y I came there is dahil sa plano namin ng friend mo for my bestfriend
it’s my fault na tumuloy ako even tho hindi alam ng kaibigan mo na tumuloy ako, I just thought na kahit di natuloy kaibigan mo ur there to guide me but still umasa lang ako. and again I know it’s my fault. pero sana nakita kita bcz yun yung magiging first meet natin
I was on the bus pauwi na sa manila imagining things like what if nakapunta ka nga, what if nagkita tayo, ano kaya gagawin natin? pauuwiin mo lang din ba ako agad? or maguusap muna tayo kahit saglit? or u’ll tour me around? so many things and questions I can’t answer.
nakatulog lang ako sa bus cz my phone is dead batt pati ang powerbank ko. and nung nakauwi na ako and na charge ko na phone ko if I remember I receive a message from u or I was the one who messaged u. I told u na naka uwi na ako and im perfectly fine but tired.
I made this thread not to make a bad impression on u, I just wanted to let this out kase ngayong gabi naalala ko na naman lahat, and still my heart is aching. wala lang akong masabihan ngayon and ayoko maistorbo friends ko on this drama.
even tho bad memories yung last na nangyare satin I still want to remember the good memories nung tayo pa (kahit mu lang tayo) but untill now kahit u have someone new umaasa pa din ako, kahit sa bagay na alam kong walang kasiguraduhan.
