i want to share my shitty experience with a dom on NSFW twitter, but please keep in mind that the reason i’m sharing it is because i have nowhere else to talk to, not to expose someone or callout someone.
so, i met this dom on my local NSFW twitter and he tried to ask me to be his sub, but i rejected because i wasn’t ready for that kind of relationship and he accepted, so we stayed as mutuals.
one day i thirst-tweeted how needy and horny i was and he DMed me.
he asked me multiple times that if this is what i want, and , i genuinely thought that all we’re gonna do is sexting and dirty talk with him as a dom and me as a sub (and i wasn’t thinking straight) so i said yes
he asked me multiple times that if this is what i want, and , i genuinely thought that all we’re gonna do is sexting and dirty talk with him as a dom and me as a sub (and i wasn’t thinking straight) so i said yes
he wanted to see me, so i sent him a faceless nude. then he demanded to see my face while i’ve never even seen his face, so i asked for his selfie and i sent him mine after i’ve received it
then... he asked for my “horny slut face”
then... he asked for my “horny slut face”
what the hell is “horny slut face”??? just say ahegao smh and how am i supposed to have a horny slut face when he’s barely turned me on???? so i told him that i wasn’t horny enough (which isn’t a lie smh) and he accepted it
this is where things were getting a bit uncomfortable (and pretty much a red flag) cause this is far from what i had in mind
he sent me a photo of submissive positions and he wanted me to take a picture of myself in these positions
he sent me a photo of submissive positions and he wanted me to take a picture of myself in these positions
see my biggest mistake there was saying “i trust you” and playing along instead of saying that this isn’t what i had in mind and backing off before i traumatize myself lmao
so i sent him pictures of myself and tried to make it as dark as possible, but he wanted another one where he could see better, and then he wanted a photo of me (in a compromising position) without hiding my face, so i sent him one
this is also another mistake, sending him a photo of myself in a compromising position where my face could be seen clearly when i don’t even trust him
to this day i still didn’t know why i kept going on even though i was scared shitless through the whole interaction
to this day i still didn’t know why i kept going on even though i was scared shitless through the whole interaction
this is where i called it off entirely. photos are one thing but a video?? no. and i don’t understand why i had to have a reason to pull a safe word even though this whole thing is my fault since i couldn’t back off and making it seem like i was “enjoying” myself
at this point, i don’t understand why i told him i liked it. i was terrified when he demanded to see my face and i was so scared when i sent him a photo of myself in a compromising position
(and why did he say it’s a bit late to back down? ngl it feels a bit shady)
(and why did he say it’s a bit late to back down? ngl it feels a bit shady)
i didn’t lie about having a morning class tomorrow lmao, since i thought this whole thing will only take 10 mins time instead of a full-blown BDSM training
i also told him that i’ll be off for the weekend cause i won’t spend my weekend having a BDSM talk next to my mom
i also told him that i’ll be off for the weekend cause i won’t spend my weekend having a BDSM talk next to my mom
*morning class the next day smh. i also asked him to delete this DM because of the risky pics i stupidly took for him.
but i couldn’t sleep until the problem is solved so i talked more about it
(bitch i couldn’t sleep, my dumb ass LITERALLY revealed my face to you smh)
but i couldn’t sleep until the problem is solved so i talked more about it
(bitch i couldn’t sleep, my dumb ass LITERALLY revealed my face to you smh)
this is where i realized he wasn’t a good Dominant, and i remembered him describing himself as a dom for 6 years while being 21 year old
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i still can’t believe how he said “You can’t sleep over this?” so easily like damn bitch OF COURSE I CAN’T SLEEP, i took your words (a complete stranger), trusted u blindly and sent u risky pics that u might misuse?? no matter the fact that u “don’t save pics”?????
my future was compromised because i was horny and stupid and you were a shitty dom
anyways, ever since then i’m too traumatized to start sexting or flirting with someone lmao, and i’ve learned my lesson not to trust doms so easily.
what happened was my fault, and i take full responsibility (even though he is a shitty dom)
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what happened was my fault, and i take full responsibility (even though he is a shitty dom)
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