y’all ever just have a really bad day right off the bat

God I’ll be deleting this thread later but I really need to vent since no one is listening to me

My mother just fucking woke me up and called me a disappointment. My mental health has been declining for the past two or three months and she barely even cares or notices. I’m not asking much from her but just a little sympathy.

She wonders why I’m always staying up late or holed up in my room all day. She wonders why I skip meals all the time and talk with friends all day. I’m trying to keep the shred of sanity I have in this hellhole. All this responsibility with my brother and school isn’t fucking fun