in my own experience navigating scorpio energy, i don't hold grudges but i don't forget because the way that people hurt me is never trivial. it triggers and inflicts my deepest soul level wounds. people inflict trauma on me. i could care less about them hurting my feelings.

i know how to transmute emotions with ease. most things don't bother me because i already saw this exact exchange play out and i already forgave you for not knowing better.

i am forgiving and sometimes to a fault because it's never reciprocated. people abandon me the minute they have to actually work to repair what they broke. i am ALWAYS willing to work with someone to mend. they never want it.

that's how i know people don't want real relationships. they want people to be cast in a role in their fantasy life. the minute someone has to actually do real relationship shit by RELATING and working together, they flee. they're not partners or team players. they're selfish.

i don't have a lot of relationships with people because they always want to use me to get their needs met because i'm generous and being stingy does not feel good to me. i always want to share but people are never satisfied or grateful. so they demand and use.

how are you demanding something you didn't even have to do anything for in the first place?

so i stay to myself. i don't trust that people will care for me up to my standards. they always want to give me subpar treatment that worked for someone else and nah. if someone else tolerated this, i pray they got some more self love because this is wack as shit.

i don't care how lonely i get. i'm never betraying myself for someone else's lackluster companionship ever again. i am my own friend for real. my inner dialogue alone. i will be just fine.

scorpios really can survive out here on our own and be okay. all we need is that one good feeling to carry us over.

scorpions survive all alone out in the desert for years and years and years. eagles fly solo. a phoenix can self-immolate and generate. need whom for what??