Thinking about when I was a Gamerhttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="™️" title="Trade mark sign" aria-label="Emoji: Trade mark sign">

literally I have 2 something thousand hours in Arma 3 I started playing the uhh zombie survival mods and then I lead a paramedic department on a very popular roleplay server and?? wtf? I was also a mODerator?? who trusted me with that power?

I also was a cop on and off but I hated it and honestly I hated that server and mostly everyone that played that game. but like the military operations were exciting and fun when I did those?? but also like wtf I was a Responsible Adult??????? I actually put WORK into that shit

guys wtf i was literally a hardcore gamer I lived loved and lied for that game. those people (allbeit shitty) were my friends when I didnt have anyone else. I don’t EVER want to go back but wow what a time.

anyways I haven’t picked up a video game consistently in?? maybe 1 and a half to 2 years and I’m generally in a way better place than I was before. xoxo games, thank u for the good times and the escapes when I needed it most. and thank god for the friends I have now. love them >

kid y’all not i had no life. im almost kinda proud tho? also dont bully me those truck simulators were relaxing and fun as HELL and took my mind off shit before I was actually able to drive

im gonna delete this thread soon im genuinely so embarrassed lmao