this lowkey sounds like a codependency issue.
https://twitter.com/duhhmimii/status/1252350830759432193

here’s some previous tweets about codependency https://twitter.com/melanatedmomma/status/1222558895853293568?s=21
https://twitter.com/melanatedmomma/status/1224704708557922305?s=21 https://twitter.com/melanatedmomma/status/1224704708557922305
https://twitter.com/melanatedmomma/status/1227987466864381953?s=21 https://twitter.com/melanatedmomma/status/1227987466864381953
moral of the story is: basing your feelings off what they’re doing or not doing is a codependency issue. i used to have it bad. strive for an independent sense of self. this builds by practicing self care and fixating on yourself instead of them. https://twitter.com/melanatedmomma/status/1233257620896530432?s=21 https://twitter.com/melanatedmomma/status/1233257620896530432