*everyone, about what's going on, please, do not worry, I'm still okay, I'm mentally okay, as I told you all, I'm not suicidal or anything, I'm not any attention seeker, If I was, I would start a drama for attention.

it is just recently I can't get enough attention for my content, not even I get any message for my commission, but I wanted to bring attention to this so maybe I can get someone who is interested in my artstyle to draw for them.

but no matter how I try to even drop the price, no one would even come to commission me, I started to ask myself, am I good enough? like how people tell me: "what are you thinking exactly", I actually can't tell myself what am I thinking too.

Like nowadays, with my messed up sleep schedule and quarantine, I'm running more crazy days by days, I want to move, I want to buy something, I want to play something too, like I'm not even prepared for the quarantine for the beginning

like I have to bring stuff from my old home, but I can't do anything, I wanted to buy Minecraft actually to play with friends, but no one can buy me anything, and it made me feel alone.

no one buying me commissions, not getting enough attention for my stuff, not being able to buy anything digitally despite being 19, I mean I'm used to stuck home, but not really like this.

I'm just tired, profile will change to normal, I need to sleep.

by the way, this thread didn't mean to motivate anyone to not stay home, like we have to stay home for the health for others, sorry for not making that point clear.