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want to join a yeshiva and find god again. had god last summer but stared too long into the divine light and found myself close to drowning. laid in the ocean and waited for the water to overtake me l, to find the truth but stood and found my soul cleaved to the lord’s...
couldn’t keep track of the division between my soul and the lord. i was all this, present and breathing with all of creation. all that had ever been spoken. you were there too but it seemed that alone we may have been one. i stumbled and tripped and fell. i wasn’t quite worthy...
i never left my bed in the kelp. i was here then and am there now. i knew that all this would happen, all this, and tasted the succor. that’s all... lol!
