Honestly I love being married. But I miss having a girlfriend. Is that wrong of me? https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🤔" title="Thinking face" aria-label="Emoji: Thinking face">

I feel more connected emotionally with females. Don& #39;t get me wrong I love my husband but being with someone that& #39;s emotionally detached is killing me. I don& #39;t know what to do or what to think.

I knew what I was getting myself into when I said "I do." My husband has autism and does not connect with people emotionally.

I thought the longer I was with him. The easier it& #39;d get. I& #39;ve know this man going on 8 years. It& #39;s gotten easier in some ways , worse in others.

Honestly don& #39;t know how well it& #39;d go. I don& #39;t want my husband or me to resent one another.

My husband is my best friend and I love him but my needs are being ignored and not met even when communication is completely open.

I& #39;m destroying myself. I don& #39;t know what to do.

Well. Just sent a very long message to my husband (basically what I& #39;ve typed in this thread). Let& #39;s see what happens.

I& #39;m in therapy due to attempting suicide back in October. I go weekly. I asked him to join me biweekly so we could work on us too.

Since this quarantine, its only me going to therapy and I feel like we& #39;ve back slided so much. I& #39;m back to a very depressed state of mine.

I& #39;m trying my best. But not having that emotional or physical affirmation I need, makes things 100x worse and my husband is aware of this.

I& #39;ve considered asking to opening up our relationship so I can still be with him but have my needs met but I am a very jealous being and I