first of all... if you hate him PLEASE keep it to yourself. i don't care and my acc is explicitly in honor of him so get out of here.
i've always been part of fandoms, i've always been a stan of something! i started at 8 years old and kept going until today, being an adult. i always liked to have something to follow, to freak out about it, to have something that i say "i love it so much!"
i was stan of anime, michael jackson, wwe, kpop, harry potter... i always had something to love and to have someone to talk to about it. i am like this. but i had a problem: i didn't like things/people that i considered bad. you know woke culture? kind of.