since it’s 4/20 any of you ever get super cynical while high? i used to smoke daily but now i get too... aware??? and start tripping. things i normally love seem dark and sad to me like i was watching my guys last night and all my thoughts were “he’s acting, he’s not really

like that, he’s a bad person” like straight up i get high and everyone seems evil to me. like what the fuck. i used to smoke every day and i never felt like this maybe it’s just a sign that i don’t need to use weed as a social tool anymore?

but i was literally alone in my room jrhshhs not this thread being this long. i feel like my mom’s opinions on weed have made me see it negatively and now it’s my ego eating me up every time i’m high