I am having a breakdown breakdown
I don’t even feel like my friends like me, I think they just try tolerate me being around in my annoying ass existence https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🤪" title="Zany face" aria-label="Emoji: Zany face">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="✌️" title="Victory hand" aria-label="Emoji: Victory hand">
If I vanished I don’t think anyone would care.

I don’t even know why I’m tweeting this.
Nobody wants to read me whine and act all pathetic to my small ass following.
But I’m here anyway.
Just like a lot of things in my life, nobody wants me there, but I can’t just go away.

I think this is how I really feel.
I’m not happy.
I’m probably gonna delete this in the morning and hide it with funny haha memes.
I hate that I can’t be honest with myself.
I’m a fucking loser.

The thought of even talking to someone right now makes me feel sick.
I don’t wanna take precious time out of their day to whine.
I shouldn’t be unhappy.
I have a lot of opportunities that others don’t have.
But I never take them.
I’m ungrateful and useless.

I probably should’ve cw’d this.
But I only thought about myself, again.
I thought I was finally happy, I really did.
But I was just lying to myself.
I’m a miserable, pathetic fuck.
I’m gonna stop this thread. Nobody wants this kinda thing on their tl.