It& #39;s weird when I first got into BTS I didn& #39;t know where to put Namjoon. He was the leader he was very mature and I thought he was the eldest ( I also thought he was mixed) that was my first impression. I then finally learned their ages and was surprised. Time went by and I
still didn& #39;t think much of him because I thought him being leader was incredible on its own. Then I saw the picture he posted on twt
I didn& #39;t know he could be cute and it definitely threw me off. That was the only pic I saved that week. It really snow balled down after that. I was very group oriented at first and I slowly started to adore each one one of them separately at different times that year
but it& #39;s weird to me that I didn& #39;t have an immediate strong opinion of him like I did the others. I didn& #39;t immediately dislike him or like him it just kinda slowly grew.
By the time festa started I loved all of them but individually I didn& #39;t see them as people? only as the personality they only showed on tv but not what the fans saw. When I meet people for the first time I have a first impression then a solid impression if that makes sense
I will cont. this thread of ramblings later or maybe delete and redo it