I've figured out my gender and it's "I want to look feminine but I also want people to call me sir"

my other gender is "I want to look androgynous but I want people to call me miss"

my third gender is "I want people to cower in fear before me, speechless with dread"

my final gender is "why do I need a gender, this is bullshit"

sorry, to clarify, these are all at once