I feel like one thing that& #39;s been really interesting for me in this time is the realization that I& #39;ve spent too much time in my life before this living in a fantasy of future happiness or success. And it& #39;s disconcerting at first to have shift away from that.
It feels sad and like a loss. But now it& #39;s been really empowering to let go of that idea, that my happiness or success is in the future. I know it& #39;s all present thinking or whatever. I& #39;ve just never been FORCED into it and now here I am and it& #39;s been freeing. Power of now, man.