gago ang sakit sa puso ng given!!!!!!!!
sis ang sakit ng ost putangina grabeeeee i didn't sign up for this kind of heartbreak
i wanna hug mafuyu pero mas us2 ko i-hug si uenoyama grabeeeeee
pero sis ship ko talaga si akihiko at haruki
i just realized why i was so damn hurt everytime i see mafuyu even though wala siyang reactions most of the time. he's the type of person na hindi kayang mag-express ng nararamdaman niya so he keeps it all inside until he doesn't know what to do anymore. ++
seeing his closest friend and also his boyfriend dead really caused him a huge trauma. and the worst thing is, all the frustrations and sadness he experienced were all kept inside him. that's the worst shit ever. not being able to cry for something that's destroying u inside. ++
that scene where mafuyu had a throwback scene which he and yuki (his ex) were walking at the seashore made me bawl. yuki asked mafuyu if he'd even remember that memory of them after ten years and mafuyu said that he won't forget it all but he might forget little by little..++
forgetting a memory with someone whom you truly loved and cared for is hard y'know. it doesn't go away easily. all the happiness and contentment you felt back then can never be forgotten. that's the same with mafuyu.
i still doubt if mafuyu's feelings for uenoyama is real or what. am i just the one who felt sad for uenoyama? imagine, the someone you love is still holding onto the someone he loved tapos jojowain mo siya? ang hirap. parang panakip butas ka lang chour
of course i'm not really hating mafuyu for falling in love with uenoyama. uenoyama was the one who pulled him up all throughout the show eh so who wouldn't fall for that kind of guy diba?
continuing this thread cause i shifted to manga dahil walang season 2 eh haha
antindi ng sakit ng pair nila akihiko at haruki. ramdam na ramdam ko yung side ni haruki pakshet hahahahahaha