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Today is April 20, 2020 and it's my birthday guys!!
Happy 420 to us all
Over the course of a year, I've had so many life changing experiences which has further shaped my mind and kind-of prepared me for whatever it is the future has in store for me...
Happy 420 to us all
Over the course of a year, I've had so many life changing experiences which has further shaped my mind and kind-of prepared me for whatever it is the future has in store for me...
I went to a foreign land just not long after my birthday last year, got to mingle with the beautiful and welcoming people of the land, did a little research together with some of my colleagues. I didn't stay there for long tho but it was fun while it lasted, at least for me.
Even tho, I had been on Twitter for a while now, i had very little followers and my friends would occasionally make jest of my low followers count so we decided to start competing for who would have the most followers count. In the process of gaining followers...
i got friendly with some people on here who would give me gigs from time to time. Life was all good till i got my first suspension ever, omo, i was heartbroken 
, didn't even know what to do because i was never suspended, man has always been on the low...
, didn't even know what to do because i was never suspended, man has always been on the low...
I was able to get my account back tho, after some weeks, but i had lost money in the process because i had job offers but no account to carry it out and I didn't even have a back-up account then... The whole motivation and morale to keep growing my page was down...
Man was more focused on making money, so i just never tried. Coupled with the fact that I had a professional exam coming up. I had to just focus on making my money on the low and also prepare for my exam...
I thought i could do it tho, make money and also prepare for exam (and actually pass the exam successfully) but apparently I can't.
I made the money but at the expense of my exam. When the result came out, I knew I had fucked up badly...
I made the money but at the expense of my exam. When the result came out, I knew I had fucked up badly...
It was then i came to the realization that Money can't buy happiness. You might buy things that would make you happy but the happiness won't last until you take care of the source of sadness. I'm not that brilliant or smart but i had never failed any exam before...
So it was a very huge blow to me. I worked for the money I used in writing the exam, i invested my time (even tho, it was not that much) but still didn't make it.
Man was sad but not depressed. I had to recluse myself from the rest of the world but i still managed to....
Man was sad but not depressed. I had to recluse myself from the rest of the world but i still managed to....
maintain my online presence. Everything that used to give me joy and happiness, no matter how stressful it was, just wasn't doing it for me anymore. I stopped working out, stopped eating as much as i used to, turned down jobs, i became reckless with my spending....
I had just three people i couldn't stay away from tho, two very good friends of mine and the love of my life. They gave me all the motivation i needed, not to let go of myself. Even in those trying times, God would let his good grace shine on me from time to time...
just so i would know He had not forgotten about me. I started last year with almost nothing in my bank account, but at the end of the year, i was the richest I have ever been in my life. But even with all those money, man was still not happy.
I just gotta thank my friends and the LOML for their support and help, even tho, i acted like I didn't need it at the time, they still didn't let me go. I'm about 50% back to my usual self right now but I'm not sure i can go back even if i want to...
So, I'm taking everything that has happened to me and channeling them into becoming a new person, a better person, i guess you could say a version 2.0. It would take some time tho, but I'm pretty sure i can do it.
So allow me to say happy birthday and a very big shout out to myself for rising above it all (or at least trying to anyways, lol).
Hopefully i will have sense this year sha, let's survive this pandemic first
Hopefully i will have sense this year sha, let's survive this pandemic first
One last thing tho, happy birthday to my twinnie @Royaldee4, we started talking around this time last year, we've been through soo much together. You might not know this, but you're actually one of the best person I've ever met, please don't let anyone tell you otherwise
