Happy monthsary sa cheater, pathological liar at emotionally manipulative kong boyfriend.

A thread:

I met him on tinder nung January 17, 2020. Tinuloy namen convo namen sa IG then we met on the same day.

First day namen together tas nanghingi ako ng hoodie as a joke, tas binigyan niya ko. Ayan, soot ko.

After that day, syempre sayang saya si gaga kase bihira makalandi tapos sobrang daming similarities and nag-click kami.

He was talking about his past, sabi niya may mga naninira daw sa kanya every time na may bago siyang kinakausap. Pag may nag follow or nagmessage saken na dummy accounts, wag ko daw paniwalaan if I wanna make this work.

Sige lang ako, like super convinced ako sa kanya.

Everything was going well, araw-araw kami magkausap until a dummy account followed and tweeted me.

Syempre, I was in denial na cheater siya kase paniwalang paniwala ako sa mga sinasabi niya. Ginawa ko, nag private ako ng account.

Eto na yung time na nagsimula na kong mag overthink. I sent all of these kay Hans and he was really insisting na i-block ko and to not read the tweets. Tinanong ko siya baket "sinisiraan" siya in the first place. Nagalit siya, sabi niya di niya alam.

Sarap ng tulog ko that day tas biglang ganon.

"iT's LiKe I'm CuRsEd NoT tO hAVe A pEaCeFuL rElAtIoNsHiP"

Gusto pa pataying yung may-ari ng dummy account amp.

After a few days of not being okay, everything wenr back to normal until may nagmessage request saken. Pero this time, nasa messenger ko na yung dummy acc.

Di ko na minention kay Hans para wala ng argument or whatever.

of course, I blocked both accounts. I was overthinking again pero o never mentioned anything about it kay Hans para wala nang argument or whatever. even his ex added me on Facebook that same day.

I was overthinking pero at the same time paniwalang paniwala ako sa mga sinasabi niya. ganun siya kagaling magsalita. All the iloveyou's and imissyou's felt so real you wouldn't think he was cheating on me with multiple girls. Di rin nakatulong na marupok ako.

I was overthinking again pero this time sobrang lala. Ini-stalk ko lahat ng ex niya sa twitter and naka public yung isa sa kanila. Dun ko nakita lahat. The girl mentioned na he cheated on her, with ss of their convos.

I don't have her consent to post the ss pero that's enough to make me doubt him. So, nag dl ulet ako ng tinder to see if he's still using it and guess what? Alam niyo na.

I confronted him about it. Talagang nagsisinungaling pa siya na nung araw lang daw na yon siya gumamit ng tinder, kakaloka.

Of course, kase nga marupok ako, binigyan ko pa ng chance. Last chance. Pag naulit ulit, tapos na kami.
We made up after two days pero para sakin, everything just wasn't the same pero di ko pinaramdam yon sakanya. I was still overthinking.

Fast forward to March, everything's okay. Nakapagkita pa kami before quarantine. Sa isip isip ko buti na lang pero sayang di kami makakapagkita sa March 17 monthsary namen.

Wala akong kamalay malay na from January to March, May iba pala siyang nakakasama and ine-entertain. (:

Fast forward ulit, medyo madrama kami nung mga last week ng March. Dami naming arguments non, kala mo talaga totoong mahal ako eh.

I always stalk his facebook. Never niya ko na-flex, never siyang naging involved sa social media ko aside from when I posted him sa ig stories ko. Lagi kong tinitignan sino yung mga nagrereact sa mga posts niyang may sexual innuendos/pang magjowa na memes.

Feeling single siya sa social media and I never said anything about it.
Puro babae yung nasa reacts pero one name stood out. I asked Hans about that person.

After that I never asked about that "facebook friend" again. Then, nagopem ako sa kanya about not trusting him and nag o-overthink pa din ako even after two months nung nahuli ko siya sa tinder.

After non, he didn't talk to me for a few hours. So, parang naguilty ako??? Naisip ko, "maybe I was overthinking everything and baka ako yung maging dahilan para masira relationship namin." I was getting worried pero wala naman talaga siyang pake the whole time.

Ni-reassure ko siya na aayusin ko yung sarili ko, na I need to clear my mind from all of the overthinking.
So, ang lumabas, parang naging kasalanan ko na nawalan siya ng gana sakin that day, tangina?? I really felt guilty and sad, we didn't talk much for two days.

Back to normal na ulit after a few days, asaran na ulit and I was trying not to overthink pero parang may mali pa rin.
Then, I stalked him on FB again. This time, desidido na akong hulihin siya. Talagang di ako tumigil mag stalk ng posts niya from Feb to March.

Yung name na nagstood out sakin, March 15 siya nagsimula mag-react sa mga post ni Hans na may sexual innuendos. Dun ko napagtanto na recently lang sila naging friends.

I was very nervous pero I still messaged the girl.

Whew, girl. I sighed in relief kase akala ko di siya nagcheacheat.
Akala ko matagal as in 2019 pa but no. (:

Sabi ko na eh, kung wala sa tinder nasa bumble ang hayup eh. March 13 tangina, kakakita lang namen nyan tas may kalandiang iba??

The following are ss of their convo. (left to right) si ate girl na nasa reacts ni Hans let's call her Aunty. (sorry if mabasa mo 'to hahahahaha)

Kayo na humusga gaano siya kababoy makipag-usap kay Aunty. Siraulo amputa.

Don't judge Aunty, I will fucking fight you.

Part 2 https://twitter.com/abuchikiiii/status/1251427512921452544?s=19

Part 3 https://twitter.com/abuchikiiii/status/1252071506135248896?s=19