Ugh as a lazy "adult," who's stuck in college, everything that's been going on stresses the fuck outta me. I mean I know for sure that I'll fail most of my classes because I obviously did bad in midterms and lost the chance to kinda make up to my perf in finals because of what

happened???? On top of that, I have to make sure to keep earning money, by being a slave to these capitalists, to secure my rent and food sksksks. I guess I am just guilty that I am thinking about having to face extended time in college after this pandemic.

I know for a fact that most people are literally having the worst time of their life right now, due to having no food to feed their families and money to sustain their basic needs, but the additional 2 years in high school already drained whatever passion I had inside of me

and I don't think I can still afford to stay longer in school than I should be. I know I should be worrying and thinking of other things right now, and that this crisis is still far from over, but I am just totally afraid of not knowing how to move forward when we have to go back

to "normal." Being alone here is not good for me but, gorl, best believe now is not a good time to die.

This thread is so fucking incoherent I hate it. Might delete.