star wars twitter is one of the kindest internet communities ive ever been part of

idk why im thinking about this but remembering the months after coming out of a week long coma where everyone on leftbook was just as harsh and critical of my behavior despite me having obvious cognitive malfunction and BAD like AWFUL memory issues with no support...

i don't think people here would treat me like that

that was such a hard time... i had nobody really checking up on me besides reina and nikki, i don't think anyone understood how much my brain and body were suffering and the fact that i have a memory gap of months just gone is chilling to me

i don't talk about it too much bc i literally am missing chunks of my life and it scares me

anyway enough drunk oversharing for tonight i think