woaaaahhh so many thoughts running thru my head rn. i feel like i’m a car without brakes on the freeway

okay first, i only function in the night n i’m beginning to think that my circadian clock is setting me up to pull all nighters bc that’s when my brain wakes up. also i love yeonjun, on an unrelated note. i love all of txt and i’m sorta investing all of these emotions on them

tw death //

bc i lost my grandmother on tuesday and i just miss her so much. but i don’t want to think about how much i miss her, i just want to feel positive emotions just this once. and also i have so much homework that i can distract myself with but it’s impossible

to concentrate for more than 15 minutes without feeling antsy and coming back here and spilling all my love like anyone cares. i wish i didn’t have to think so much all the time, and i cant sleep, not that i ever slept so much. but now it’s like maximized into 1000000000

okay end thread. if u read this i’m sorry, this should’ve been in my rant acc but i don’t care anymore. i have no filter anyway