ngl because of the cancel thing going on, i feel more and more anxious whenever i post a prompt or update my au. is it the reason my updates have been slow? mostly likely. the other reason is the lack of motivation.
it& #39;s the anxiety of "what if i write something wrong, and people misunderstand? i didn& #39;t mean it that way,". the fact that english is my second language, and i still have difficulty understanding some statements does not help. it& #39;s the anxiety of having to think that one day
people that saw me as a safe account, and trusted me may turn their back because of a lack communication, and understanding.
i don& #39;t know why i made this thread, i guess it& #39;s my mind trying to clear something off it. i& #39;ll just confirm something. i am an au account, and posts numerous prompts, but of course i don& #39;t just see the boys as props of a story im making in my head.