ok so I guess it’s pretty obvious but I have things that I get crazy hyperfixation over.... things that I just love or am extremely interested in pretty much. Two historical events that I know probably TOO much about are definitely Chernobyl & Titanic

I was 13 when my parents had me watch Titanic and I was INSTANTLY hooked. Like crazy bad. Not only did I love the movie (and write “Alyssa Dawson” all over my room) BUT, the actual event itself fascinated me to no end. I did so much research, watched so many documentaries –

– and honestly at this point, I know baaaasically everything there is to know, conspiracy theories included I’ve seen the movie so many times (twice in theaters) and it just... never gets old. I’d die to see the real ship one day, although submarines freak me out lol

Now, Chernobyl.... I think I officially learned about it when I was a sophomore. My first real introduction to it was that god-awful cannibal movie they made even though it was bleh, I found myself (once again LMAO) HOOKED. I needed to learn more!!!

Similar to Titanic, I’ve done so much research that I probably know so much unnecessary information lmao. I’ve seen the hulu show twice. I just am so fascinated... like HOW DID THIS HAPPEN? Hyperfixation, man. It’s a huge part of my chemical makeup

I also get super hooked on celebs and movies and books and all that fun jazz and basically anything or anyone that I like. Mental illness for fuckin real

I probably use all of this shit as a weird coping mechanism for depression & anxiety idk. This thread was probably weird and I’m sure I’ve scared everyone off by being super open and deep LMAO OH WELL