Read on Twitter
maybe one day ill hit it yknow?
ive been making slow and small progress with my channel for the past few years now
ive gotten better sure
but still not much bigger than the people i know
i may have my big and mighty 350 subs compared to my friends but its still not a lot
ive been making slow and small progress with my channel for the past few years now
ive gotten better sure
but still not much bigger than the people i know
i may have my big and mighty 350 subs compared to my friends but its still not a lot
if something ive learned from the people i look up to and thrive to be like
its that you dont want a one big hit
because then youre only known for that and that alone
and people will only come to you for more of the one big hit
its that you dont want a one big hit
because then youre only known for that and that alone
and people will only come to you for more of the one big hit
now there is no set rule for anything regarding this shit
so you can still bypass this
a hit thats big enough to get you attention but not big enough that everyone only focus's on that
or the hit isnt exactly specific to anything
and its just your style
so you can still bypass this
a hit thats big enough to get you attention but not big enough that everyone only focus's on that
or the hit isnt exactly specific to anything
and its just your style
i dont know
maybe im letting my ego get the better of me again
god knows i dont need that
but it would be nice
if i made it someday
of course theres things im doing good but can improve on to increase my chances
but a more regular and consistent upload schedule just couldnt work
maybe im letting my ego get the better of me again
god knows i dont need that
but it would be nice
if i made it someday
of course theres things im doing good but can improve on to increase my chances
but a more regular and consistent upload schedule just couldnt work
and like i said before
theres no set in stone rule about this thing
so rules can be flexed out and even completely broken if done right
ive seen people take a similar approach to me before and succeed
so why would i be any different right?
theres no set in stone rule about this thing
so rules can be flexed out and even completely broken if done right
ive seen people take a similar approach to me before and succeed
so why would i be any different right?
maybe its because im not a full adult yet
im still too much of a kid to really be taken seriously
maybe the universe doesnt like me
maybe its just youtubes algorithm being a cuck
its probably a lot of things standing in my way
but who cares?
im still chugging on through
im still too much of a kid to really be taken seriously
maybe the universe doesnt like me
maybe its just youtubes algorithm being a cuck
its probably a lot of things standing in my way
but who cares?
im still chugging on through
one thing thats no doubt stopping me is trends
im not a big one for trends
i dont like following them for the clout
i try to keep dated shit out of my videos as much as possible
but i still ring into some
i only like going around trends if i myself have a real personal view on it
im not a big one for trends
i dont like following them for the clout
i try to keep dated shit out of my videos as much as possible
but i still ring into some
i only like going around trends if i myself have a real personal view on it
but if we're gonna talk about success
my tomb raider video did somewhat well
not amazing view wise
but more than 3 of my friends had something to say about it
all positive
i guess the thumbnail is actually eye catching
the title seems interesting enough
maybe this is a start?
my tomb raider video did somewhat well
not amazing view wise
but more than 3 of my friends had something to say about it
all positive
i guess the thumbnail is actually eye catching
the title seems interesting enough
maybe this is a start?
nah
its best not to get my hopes up
im gonna both be let down and seem egotistical again
these little flukes happened before
they dont do me very good
its best not to get my hopes up
im gonna both be let down and seem egotistical again
these little flukes happened before
they dont do me very good
then i have to ask if fame is something i really want?
sure itd be cool
theres a lot of good things about it
but also a lot of negatives
you attract the attention of people to dont want taking notice
its hard to do anything private anymore
fame isnt wealth
etc
sure itd be cool
theres a lot of good things about it
but also a lot of negatives
you attract the attention of people to dont want taking notice
its hard to do anything private anymore
fame isnt wealth
etc
its something id want to take slow if it ever happens
not instant
i wanna still have a good healthy growth though
not stuck to a few subscribers a month if im lucky
not instant
i wanna still have a good healthy growth though
not stuck to a few subscribers a month if im lucky
though from past experiences
i get a lot more
uh
unhealthy fans then good ones
well thats not really true
one "fan" became a friend
and a friend became somewhat of a fan but still mostly a friend
there was only one screw up not counting the "fanart"
and i did treat him too harsh
i get a lot more
uh
unhealthy fans then good ones
well thats not really true
one "fan" became a friend
and a friend became somewhat of a fan but still mostly a friend
there was only one screw up not counting the "fanart"
and i did treat him too harsh
a word of advice to anyone in the future who reads this and actually likes my stuff:
dont get too obsessed or talk about me constantly in my presence
it sounds egotistical now but its happened a bit too often
talk about the stuff you like and are interested in outside of just me
dont get too obsessed or talk about me constantly in my presence
it sounds egotistical now but its happened a bit too often
talk about the stuff you like and are interested in outside of just me
im probably gonna joke with the people around me and the people who like my stuff
and im probably gonna make a joke about you
dont take it serious please
im sorry if i offended you
i just do that
i dont like actually pissing people off or hurting them
its just not cool
and im probably gonna make a joke about you
dont take it serious please
im sorry if i offended you
i just do that
i dont like actually pissing people off or hurting them
its just not cool
jesus this is a long rant so far
if anyones actually read this then kudos to you
good job
you listened to the ramblings and inner thoughts of a almost 15 year old kid who thinks too highly of himself and has way too big of goals
if anyones actually read this then kudos to you
good job
you listened to the ramblings and inner thoughts of a almost 15 year old kid who thinks too highly of himself and has way too big of goals
but hey one day ill make it
i already have a big ego
but i can confidentially say that i do have a very good idea on what im doing when making a video or a film or writing something
i just dont really take advantage of as much of it as i should
though my audio sucks
thats a fact
i already have a big ego
but i can confidentially say that i do have a very good idea on what im doing when making a video or a film or writing something
i just dont really take advantage of as much of it as i should
though my audio sucks
thats a fact
it may or may not be tied into whats probably hearing problems
i often turn the volume up on things higher than normal just to hear what people are saying
ill also ask people to repeat what theyre saying alot during conversation
because i honest to god didnt hear them properly
i often turn the volume up on things higher than normal just to hear what people are saying
ill also ask people to repeat what theyre saying alot during conversation
because i honest to god didnt hear them properly
but i can still say that yeah
i am at least decent with this video and film making business
even if every film i try making never sees the light of day besides bob and me
i mean
people like to team up with me in video school projects
and we always end up having the best shits
i am at least decent with this video and film making business
even if every film i try making never sees the light of day besides bob and me
i mean
people like to team up with me in video school projects
and we always end up having the best shits
so i know at least something about editing
thats one thing i can say to my name
my drawing skills or writing skills might be good or might be bad
but the one thing i am genuinely good at
is editing
so theres that
thats one thing i can say to my name
my drawing skills or writing skills might be good or might be bad
but the one thing i am genuinely good at
is editing
so theres that
again
kudos to anyone whos read this
great job
i dont really have much more to say on the top of my mind
so im just gonna end it here for now
ill continue adding to this thread if i think of something else to say regarding this shits
kudos to anyone whos read this
great job
i dont really have much more to say on the top of my mind
so im just gonna end it here for now
ill continue adding to this thread if i think of something else to say regarding this shits
